John 8:32 – Submarine-Thoughts & the Dungeons of Denial

“Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

Deep with the depth-core of our psyche, subtle truths & thoughts have been implanted, like insidious malevolent-eggs of a sadist-snake, these self-accusations or otherwise repressed past-crimes we have within, which we have deceitfully minimized, are trapping us in the dungeons of denial.

As you enter through the doorway into the dark-abyss point of entry, you are clothed with a performance-mask. The door to the dungeon is the initial accusation or repressed-truth.

Understanding this deceitful human-mechanism, can add a healthy self-doubt. This self-doubt enables one to explore and to grow, to make mistakes and be imperfect.

Without having this humility, if one is truly set in their belief, it is extremely dangerous once the belief is a lie.

Most horrific crimes in the last century were committed by those locked within the dungeons of denial.

When one is in denial, then no truth can go in & out. Even the truth that one professes with the mouth, and the acts of genuineness and warmth, all seem fake and phony. Within the dungeons there is no discernment, we do not know over what we stumble.

“The way of the wicked is like darkness; They do not know over what they stumble.”

Proverbs 4:19 – NASB

For example, right now there is a Submarine-Thought that “America is systematically racist.”

If this is true, then it is truly a horrific thing. But what if it is not true? And rather it is a deceitful thought implanted in order to sow discord in society and fan the flames of racism?

Another example is in regards to the religion of atheism. If there truly is no God, then it is a wonderful thing, freeing one’s self from the unnecessary oppressive-boundaries.

But what if there is a God?! Then this religion is truly a horrific thing; because if there is a God and one on purpose chooses to reject Him, it is worse that murdering one’s parents. The feeding of God in our lives at every moment, which happens through the loving-kindness of mother-nature, is much greater than the feeding & tending of parental love. 

If one is to willingly deny and reject such love, the pain one must face after death in order to receive the truth is astronomical. We have all seen it, when one loves us and we misunderstand and turn away from this person, only to later learn the pure Loving-Vision our friend or family member truly had for us; then our heart is pierced through because of our foolishness, pierced through because of the callous rejecting of the hand that stretches forward to heal us, to help us. These are eternal-questions that one must face & answer. The robbery that has happened in the atheist’s life is catastrophic, if “there is no God ” is nothing but the blue-pill lie of the matrix.

The making of the internal-switch when the Submarine-Thought has been received, is the root of all future actions. Therefore, it is imperative that we guard our heart with all diligence and sharpness.

Watch over your heart with all diligence,
For from it flow the springs of life.

Proverbs 4:23 – NASB

The wisdom of the ancients in the verse above, is bubbling forth from deep Loving-hearts to instruct us. Thus, the hose is plugged when the dungeons of denial are being traversed. Once a Submarine-Thought is received, the internal-switch is made and we are trapped in the dungeons of denial, no spring of life is flowing outward. This is why he who covers his sin will not prosper.

He who conceals his transgressions will not prosper,
But he who confesses and forsakes them will find compassion.

Proverbs 28:13 – NASB

Another shining example of Submarine-Thoughts and their destructive force can be seen in the case of the grandmaster childhood sexual-abuse survivors.

Since so young, one is unable to comprehend what is going on, the self implodes inward with negative-accusations. The survivor is thus trapped in the dungeons of denial, believing that she is worthless, damaged & despicable. This internal-belief that you are ugly, is the root thought that has devastating results, wreaking intergenerational damage in the life of the survivor.

The trapped-self, which now falsely believes the deceit-matrix of the abuser, is handed over to the torturer of the false-self. All the life one has in the dungeons of denial is fabricated & fake, all life-effort is heavy & cumbersome. In contrast, Yahshua’s yoke is easy, since it is founded on the truth.

In order for the survivor to become free, she must open herself up to the core of her pain, being willing to face the truth. Therapy has the goal of bringing the survivor to face the truth; this can happen in 40 years or in 12 days if one is willing. Although the truth can be faced in a short time, the bottled-up emotions and painful somatic-memories unfortunately take many months to work through. Sometimes too the truth is not something that happened to us; but rather it is something that we have done. Therefore, the facing of this truth requires confessing & forsaking, and depending on the magnitude of the crime, the action of finding redemption varies.

The truth, I believe, is the Flaming Sword guarding the way to the Tree of Life.

So He drove the man out; and at the east of the garden of Eden He stationed the cherubim and the flaming sword which turned every direction to guard the way to the tree of life.

Genesis 3:24 – NASB

The bubbling life of sub-conscious living, seen in sparky children filled to the brim with the Light of the divine, can only be achieved through complete openness & honesty. 

One useful technique is sitting and being completely willing to face any truth about ourselves or others. This is a very deep-dark place to traverse into, since it requires unplugging from the matrix; which includes all video games, chemicals, porn, drugs and other addictions. The Dark Night of the Soul is the valley of the shadow of death one goes through in the process of facing the anima.

The above pseudo-spiritual pacifiers masquerading themselves as addiction, keep us dulled to the truth. Most of the work in the case of sexual abuse survivors is untangling them from self-destructive behavioural-habits rooted in inner-worthlessness, and a life-time of addictive personality. Once these are pruned out of one’s life, healing and the vibrant life-force emerges by itself playfully, permeating the world around the survivor with creativity & newness; and after the painful time of facing has passed, slowly like a pure organic-stream, the soothing gentle-bubble of life blossoms & blooms outward, painting the survivor’s universe with overcomer’s fire.

Keeping the above in mind, let us also ponder on the words of Yahshua, who said that you will only know the truth only if you are willing to do what it says. 

If anyone is willing to do His will, he will know of the teaching, whether it is of God or whether I speak from Myself.

John 7:17 – NASB

Rebellion keeps one from facing the truth, as it blocks the submission-softening move necessary to go down in humility. 

Not many can achieve this level of humility, and willingness to face one’s dark-self. This is the difference between a peasant & a true saint.

Unfortunately most of us prefer to be blue-pilled in soothing dungeons of denial.

Discernment therefore, is such an important bejeweled-tool to recognize the workings of the Evil One.

One other Submarine-Thought is looking at those who wrote the bible as ancient goat-herders. This might sound silly & asinine but I believe this accusation, often seen in the mocking-fashion of militant-atheists, has serious consequences.

If I truly believed this, then I would make it my goal to warn anyone against these idiotic teachings.

What if I was wrong though? And the bible was written by men & women with Loving-Vision; not only that, but they were inspired by the One & Only God Himself, as instruction and guidance for the well-being of mankind, mercifully keeping us from straying in the ways of darkness!

11 Discretion will guard you,
Understanding will watch over you,
12 To deliver you from the way of evil,
From the man who speaks perverse things;
13 From those who leave the paths of uprightness
To walk in the ways of darkness;
14 Who delight in doing evil
And rejoice in the perversity of evil;
15 Whose paths are crooked,
And who are devious in their ways;

Proverbs 2:11-15 – NASB

One must be aware that when a Submarine-Thought has been believed, we stray from the ways of the Light, causing long-term damage not only in our own soul, but in those around us and society as a whole.

The naive believes everything, But the sensible man considers his steps.

Proverbs 14:15 – NASB

The number one source of Submarine-Thoughts is through the fake-news media, which mass-deceive many millions. Reporters of these sites, who spread lies and cause chaos to serve their political-ideology, are abominable creatures who seal themselves for all eternity in the eyes of God. These are the serpentine megaphones of wickedness.

One other form of Submarine-Thoughts is in the case of sexual surgeries. I make no judgment if one truly wants to modify their body, irrevocably. But I also want to express a caution, what if believing that I am a Man or a Woman, is just a phase? Or worse it is an accusation implanted into me by those pushing certain ideologies? 

This is a serious issue that every parent and every person must be on guard against. If one were to falsely believe this about themselves, they will get trapped in a false identity, which because of the physical surgery, it is impossible to reverse. Many girls likewise have been tomboys who later grew up to be mighty women with a great family and children. Although I defend the right of the individual to do with their own life & body as they please, I reject the pressure put on the youth and children to modify their body so young; the parents who allow such Submarine-Thoughts reach their children, will reap what they have sown.

It is imperative to remember when dealing with children what is written concerning those who trouble their own house, and therefore act as gatekeepers:

He who troubles his own house will inherit wind,
And the foolish will be servant to the wisehearted.

Proverbs 11:29 – NASB

The way to combat the influx of Submarine-Thoughts is to heed the advice of the Good Shepherd:

Behold, I am sending you out as sheep in the midst of wolves, so be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.

Matthew 10:16 – ESV

Having discernment that one lives amidst wolves with Sadist-Vision, makes one careful to not be quick to allow any new teachings in, and to be slow to change one’s core-beliefs.

24 For false Christs and false prophets will arise and will show great signs and wonders, so as to mislead, if possible, even the elect. 25 Behold, I have told you in advance.

Matthew 14:24-25 – NASB

Therefore, what if the Light that is in us is Darkness? How can we be set free from the web of deceit without self-humility & openness to face the truth?

But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light that is in you is darkness, how great is the darkness!

Matthew 6:23 – NASB

The key is to examine ourselves with a healthy dose of self-doubt, leaving a bit of room to hear & learn new things.

Closing one’s self completely is fatally-dangerous; often times when the denial has been willfully practiced for years, it is almost impossible to break out of without a massive traumatic blow. This is also known as reaching rock-bottom, but much pain can be avoided if we stop hardening our necks earlier.

A man who hardens his neck after much reproof
Will suddenly be broken beyond remedy.

Proverbs 29:1 – NASB

I believe that we ought to cultivate the attitude of being surrendered, submissive, willing & open, yet at the same time to be salty & sharp, in order to ward off predators but leave room for the truth.

Let us also remember that the Torturer of the Future-self is coming, who is the Thief, which comes with the eye to do damage.

“The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.”

John 10:10 – NASB

The thief has Sadist-Vision, yet the Good Shepherd has Loving-Vision. Interestingly both the Thief and the Shepherd will come like a thief!

The nature of a thief is that he comes when we do not expect; therefore, let us stand guard for the Light.

But you, brethren, are not in darkness, that the day would overtake you like a thief;

1 Thessalonians 5:4 – NASB

But the day of the Lord will come like a thief, in which the heavens will pass away with a roar and the elements will be destroyed with intense heat, and the earth and its works will be burned up.

2 Peter 3:10 – NASB


By Ashkan Jafarpisheh – August 2020

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